Open Letter To My Loved One In Heaven

My angel,

Let me start off by saying I miss you. Not a single day goes by that I don't think of you. Ever since you've passed, it feels as though there's a part of me missing. You left us all too soon. We weren't ready to let you go yet. While reminding myself that you are in a better place now gets me through the pain of missing you, it doesn't take away the fact that I wish you were still here. You had so many more things you never got to do in life. We all love and miss you so very much.

I never thought I would lose you so soon. I thought we had forever. I will never forget the time

we were able to spend together, I will cherish those memories in my heart for the rest of my life. I can only hope that I am making you proud. I hope that you are looking down at me happy with the person I have become. You touched so many people's lives in so many ways. You brought so much joy, love, and happiness into our lives. You were such an amazing person, whom I was very lucky to have in my life. You were always there for me and always very supportive of me. Thank you for being the best person to come into my life. Everyone close to you was very lucky to know you. We will never forget how much you did for us and how much you meant to us, and still mean to us.

There's nights where I cry myself to sleep because I miss you so much and wish that there was something to do to bring you back. I sit there so angry that this happened, until I eventually realize that it was God's plan for you. Everyone says "it will get better with time" and let me say that this is a line of crap. The pain of losing someone you love will never go away, but in time we can learn how to deal with it better. The only thing time really does is brings us that much closer to being with you again. When I think of you, my stomach knots up and my heart clinches as if its trying to hold itself together and prevent itself from falling apart. I still catch myself trying to call or text you whenever something happens. You're still the first person I want to turn to with new, good or bad.

I miss you so much. You were my person. Nobody was ready for you to leave. All we have left now are memories. Please continue to watch over us all and guide us. We all miss and love you so very much.